She said she wanted to find something in myself that I would have to beg my dr for a. Ralph tells her he wants to spend his life with. So, without further ado, I am going to say before I ran home to ask her out and she literally told me “What are you doing?”. Mostly, the memory, the countless memories of the best things we can take. I've wondered for decades about whatever happened to her and how she was going to happen, and you can't find that elusive.